Awk son i still cant take in properly your gone,my heart pure hurts i try so hard to be strong or appear to be at least.. i wish i could have helped you i do believe you are watching over us all, and the things like the way your song sometimes randomly plays or the wee feathers is your way of comforting me and letting me know somewhere out there you are there always looking out for us.. Hate the distance between everyone and i know you wouldnt like to see me or any of us so sad still. its a pain i cant even explain,and i am trying to be strong despite things being so wrong.. i just need to accept i cant change anything whats happened, i know you always said to stop worrying what other think, and stop letting ppl control my life and do things for myself and be who i want to be. i promised you i would start putting own life first and i am starting too, and i couldnt help you but i can keep my promise and try help and inspire other ppl with your memory in mind, you were the most bravest person i have ever known, my wee Hero, and ppl might not believe in me, but i know you would have as always i promise one day i will be, all you ever wanted for me, i am gna pull myself together and stop falling apart, you will always be my missing piece of my heart George, Like i used to say when you were wee, we were at park and sitting under the chute coz it were raining and u wanted it to stop, we were singing "rain rain go to spain, dont come back to here again" then when it stopped we seen a rainbow , you asked was there treasure at the end of the rainbow, i said yes, you asked if we could go, and id pretend to you we were going, you didnt stop asking, and every nyt id tel u a made up story about rainbows, at the end of rainbows are where dreamz come true you always believed in them lol, (until you got big) and u would say heard it thats not real lol, and id say anything is possible if you believe, you were like my wee shadow in the dark and your wee smie always brightened any rainy day.. well i am sdd now with juice plus and it may take time but one day i believe i will become Nmd and u will look down and be proud of me and thats when my dream will come true.. Love you baby bro xxx